jeudi, novembre 02, 2006

my tummy and my head hurt.


can i be honest and frank here?

sometimes...i just want to give up.

nothing is going right lately, and the last thing that i want to do is rejoice in sufferings. i don't want endurance. i don't want to persevere.

i just want a good night's sleep.

wow, if you ever had any illusions of me being a perfect person, well that boat has sailed.

welcome to the carnal thoughts in lydia's mind.

1 commentaires:

Anonyme a dit...

you know, lyds. one of the things i appreciate about you is your transparency. in the last week, i have thought-typed several blogs about my not-so-spirit-filled and optimistic thoughts, but i just can't publish them...i don't know if it's conviction or a desire to be seen as having it all together.

so mad props on your willingness to reveal the less than perfect sides of yourself (right along with the oh-so-incredible sides).