Low on the Go!

i don't know what kind of girl i am.

i hear ya, Juno. i hear ya.
i dunno, today is one of those days. i went to bed feeling kinda blah, and woke up feeling blah. Whilst in the shower, i argued with myself over whether i wanted to go to church or not. Today was one of those rare Sundays when I had absolutely no responsibilities for church, and did not feel like going. i have not not gone to church for no reason in... i can't even remember how long. A very long time. Maybe since i was a kid. Anyways, i hemmed and hawwed for a very long time, and thought to myself, "If Loni calls me and offers me a ride, I'll go."

Loni only calls whenever Andy is preaching, and i figured she wouldn't call me. So, with wet hair, i jumped back into bed, pulled the covers over my head, set my alarm and prepared for sleep.

My phone rang. It was Loni.

Shoot, why do things like that happen?

i felt sad in the service. i don't know why. i just was.

Do you ever have days like this? Where you feel alone, and yet don't want to be with anyone? After service, i dashed out the door, proceeded to find some comfort food (read: mcdonalds) and headed home.

The sun is shining outside, and it is a gorgeous day. i am lonely, but i don't want to be with anyone i already know.

As i typed this, a huge grey cloud swallowed the blue sky.

i am going to back to bed.