Low on the Go!

all i see are ghosts.

i don't often show myself grace. i was walking in the metro today, feeling completely disappointed in myself. Maybe feeling like i've been walking around naked and exposed. Definitely not a role model. i asked Jesus to help me understand what grace is.

i came home and talked to a friend. She said that role models kinda suck if you can't relate to their situation at all. That she wouldn't want to look up to someone she could never become or didn't have anything in common with.

so often, all i see are the ghosts of my mistakes. They haunt me and point out my nakedness, my fallenness. But Christ, He is not looking at my mistakes. As far as the east is from the west, so far does he remove our transgressions from us. Grace.