random thoughts percolating late at night.

. sometimes, i feel caught in between worlds.
. i'm not a new staff, but i'm not a senior staff.
. i'm not really chinese, but i'm not really white either.
. i don't get the whole intense "everyone wants a baby NOW" craze, but i don't get the super intense business woman either.
. i'm not a student, but i'm not a young entrepreneur.
. i'm not single, but i'm not married, and i wonder...what Asian in their early twenties is seriously considering marriage?


Sometimes, despite having people around, people in my life, i feel really lonely. It's not a lack of people; it's just a lack of people to identify with, to glean from and who understand.