Low on the Go!

I swear...Cassiah (yup..i named my laptop) is jinxing me. Everytime i bring her to school, it begins raining cats and dogs. SERIOUS man... and I STILL don't have an umbrelly!

deej..i think you were right. An umbrella would be a very good..no..make that a GREAT investment.

On a slightly more serious note though, its amazing how walking in the rain helps one clear their head and makes them think. As I walked down St. George street and then onto College Street, the rain was refreshing. It also gave me a chance to ponder over my anger yesterday night. I don't even know why I was so angry at him. Perhaps hurt, converted to anger, would be a better word. I don't like the fact that it seems that for him, I was just another girl he thought he could add to his list, but in reality that shouldn't change things. It doesn't change the fact that he became my friend this summer, nor does it change the fact that he gave me good advice. It doesn't change the fact that I got to learn more about him as a person, or that I enjoyed him as a friend. Even knowing that to him, all I was was another potential score in the game he plays. Who knows? Maybe it isn't true, and he actually values our friendship. I've done my fair share of stupid things to my friends and so in that respect, I can't judge him. Therefore, he can think whatever he wants about my feelings for him. Its not like i'm losing out on anything. Its his friendship that counts right? So while i was angry last night, i think those feelings have now evaporated..along with the rain outside.